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I went for Pst Ulf's conference on Wed and Thu. It was tiring but praise the Lord, the word has been very good! In fact, whatever I have prayed for the last few days or a week, God spoke to me. By the grace of God, I want to fulfill my destiny. My greatest hurdle now is the "one" in office and myself of course, to break the fear and intimidation in my life. Tuesday was the night that Henry got saved in Gen's house. :-) After the revival conference, Uncle Vincent drove Cindy, Gen, Melchizedek and myself for supper or rather dinner, together with Henry. Uncle Vincent was sharing with Henry about Jesus and having God in his life so that he will be able to step into his destiny. And dunno what's wrong with this man, he could divert the conversation to his business then his past, etc. Ahyo!!! So in the end, Uncle Vincent and Gen suggested to go to their house where they could pray for Henry. Finally at about 1am, Mr Henry said the sinner's prayers after much divers...

I have just finished watching the 'live' service which Pst Ulf was preaching on friendship and loneliness. It was so true that people today are lonely and many have suicidal thoughts. They are always in need of friends or searching for acceptance. But thank God, for there is no loneliness in the presence of His love as we enter into His rest being the child of the Heavenly Father. The love of this world will grow cold and people living in the world will love the things of the world more than the people around them. Instead of using things, they use people and love the things that they desire. But with God's love in our hearts, we love people and use the things of the world to bless those God has placed in our lives. Selfishness, anger, disagreements will break the friendships and the relationships. Therefore, we always need to ask God to help us release forgiveness because LOVE is the weapon that we have against the devil to win the lost over to God's side. That is why ...

2 hours past midnight and I will have to say last night's cg, I really had a great time celebrating birthday! :-) Of course the word was good also. Let Us have GRACE - It's all about being thankful for what God has done for us. What I was shocked was being unthankful can lead me to be stupor in spirit. Which often was the state I was in. I don't think I want to go into stupor again. So many of my brain cells died, I can still remember how intellect I was but comparatively to my Boss, he is the ultimate. Let Us run the race and win the prize - Be disciplined, have self-control, great endurance (counting the cost and looking at the reward) and most importantly, fix our eyes upon Jesus. We prayed for one another and thank you for Ah Ca. She prayed for me about my career, emotions, Godly man! It seems like this year God is blessing me abundantly for my birthday! Since 2002, I have not really celebrated my birthday. 2002 was the year I went SOT, and the sad thing was my birthday...

I am trying a new face mask from Missha while updating my blog. :-) Bought it the day before (since already past midnight), rosemary flavour. "Containing rosemary extract, hyarun acid and aloe, it concentrates on supplying nutrition to skin to calm the skin. It also revitalizes the skin to make it healthy. The sweet rosemary scent refresh your mind (not quite true, I am still feeling very sleepy!!). I need to calm my skin, why? I have sabotaged by my manager! That irresponsible and hypocritical "boy"! There was supposedly a course which both of us are working on. He was supposed to call Singapore and I, the rest of Asia! Can you see the load? At first, he agreed readily and I felt strange I didn't suspect anything and that was since January! Then recently, my boss told me that I will be taking over a new role in a new department which will concentrate on selling courses. I was excited when I knew about it but I also suspected that idiot will sabo me. So I tested him...

CREATE IN ME A NEW HEART ONE THAT FOLLOWS YOU PLACE IN ME A DEEP DESIRE T O KNOW YOU AS I'M KNOWN SET MY FEET IN YOUR WAYS TO LIVE WORTHY OF YOUR CALL DRAW ME NEAR TO YOU LORD EVERY SINGLE DAY I… JUST… WANT TO BE MORE LIKE YOU WALK WITH YOU BESIDE ME LORD… WON'T YOU BE MY GUIDE PLACE YOUR HEART INSIDE MY SOUL A HEART THAT'S EVER TRUE ONE THAT'S AFTER YOU ALL I DESIRE A HEART AFTER YOU ALL I DESIRE A HEART AFTER YOU

Today's sermon is very good but when I asked my bro to watch the live service at 2pm. He just has every critical remarks to make on what Pst Kong has said. I really pray that he will not have the anti-CHC spirit. He reads the bible and pray though. The reason I asked him to watch is because he didn't go for service as his duty ended this morning. I hope it's the fatigue that he is going through that made him react the way he reacted. The devil is on a rampant hunt to kill, steal and destroy the lambs of God. The sermon today is good because I find that many people especially adults can be childish in many ways, including myself. Many people don't have a big heart to contain others who are different from them and they despise or avoid them as and whenever possible. I think this extremely petty and self-centred or even self-righteousness. The most interesting part and yet also a reality is about respecting manners and spatiality . Never be too familiar or overstep the b...

What is love or rather how do you know if you are the right one for your partner and the other party the right one for you? I don't know about the rest but usually, I am very cautious and will say think alot if I like a person. I don't think this is worrying but more like reflecting. Yet, sometimes if you reflect too much, it will lead to negative thinking and worrying unecessarily. hm... is it confusing? haha... It's been quite a while since I like anyone though recently I have a little attraction to someone. But I think I am not suitable for him and will not be the right partner. I feel so torn apart by my emotions but I want to trust God that He is able to stabilise my emotions and I come before Him, notwithholding anything that is in my heart. God expects us to be transparent to Him if not others. He wants to have an intimate relationship with us. I mean if you keep everything from the Lover of your soul, then how does the relationship get deeper? It's almost the s...

It's the festive season. The time of the year where you will hear "dong dong chiang, dong dong chiang!" Times flies and it's the month of February. So how have you fulfilled the new year resolution that you have set end of 2004 or early 2005? Have you kept to your resolutions for 2005? I must admit that in certain areas I have not disciplined myself yet, but I am keeping up. CNY is usually a time for gathering and collecting ang baos . Nothing beats vbeing with your relatives even though you may not feel close to them. For most of us, we probably meet our relatives perhaps once a year or few times. At least that's how often I meet up with relatives from my mum's side. Still, we can talk almost about everything in life except perhaps we cannot update the whole year's events. I still feel closer to them, perhaps I spent much of my time with them and they are all much older than I am. As for my dad's side, we still can communicate though the closeness is...

Isaiah v8 "For My thoughts are not your thoughts, Nor are your ways My ways," says the Lord. v9 "For as the heavens are higher than the earth, So are My ways higher than your ways, And My thoughts than your thoughts. Thought: The way you value yourself - Self-esteem, image, confidence, security, etc The way you see thing/situations - good or bad, hopeful or hopeless, etc Attitudes towards people

Have been sometime since I blog! Actually it's only almost a week lah, not really that long. Sunday Lunch Got rebuked by Belle of W255 because of the complancency and the lethargicness of the people. Sigh.... When she asked cannot dance is it? Ah yo... someone actually have the guts to agitate her further by saying cannot!!! But then again, it's not about pleasing Belle. It's about your attitude towards God and how much you want to give to Him. Roaming Both Queen and myself have something on later in the evening and we have to roam around at JP. We talked and shared alittle until her strikeforce friends came. Then they shared some of the funny incidents, the times they had together during practices, about a unspiritual guy joining the force for wrong motives. I ended buying a 3/4 denim jeans because I was wearing a skirt. I was supposed to go for a combined choir prac so no choice. But thank God I bought because I was sitting on the floor. Still I felt...