@lly's Haven

Finally, I am going to the USA. But this trip burnt a big hole in my poor pocket, however, I will not stay poor forever. I have the power to get wealth. I need to have this end-time anointing to get wealth before Jesus returns. I was impressed in my heart to go Mission trips once every year and I really hope to do that. I have been procrastinating since 7 years ago, nothing has been done. Often distracted by my desire to travel and see more of the world, my monies are spent on leisure and enjoyment. I can't remember if it's my CGL or someone said, give your way out of debt. I truly want to believe it, therefore, I give to I-Care, Sri Lanka, CHCSA and tithe and also blessed a Filipino pst recently. It so happened that I have this amount in my purse, so I think it's really God. I don't think He will leave me starving when I honor His servant. I was so stressed up planning for my trip, with the late nights, it has recently taken a toll in my energy level. Even now, I am no...

I am just being emotional or is it a thorn? I have been pretty moodless at work these days, in fact, since last week. Maybe it's just the transition period. Changed to a new supervisor, different working styles, different perspectives and noisier. The sitting distance is just too near, sometimes talking on the phone for too long can be a disturbance. Thank God, for Ipod! haha... The weather has been humid, I think this really affects my mood as well. Haiz... Have I been complaining too much lately? I think so.... How irritating! haha, talking about myself.

I think nowadays, I really need to hold back on my words towards my colleague. Sometimes I think there's a sort of communication problem because she often likes to do things her way. I won't deny that she is good with her work and she has years of experience as well. I guess she will see me as a "kid". Sometimes she refuses to bulge and there's no way to communicate because she simply refuses to listen and often has her own reasonings. I admit that sometimes I do sound harsh with my tone as if the other person should have done his/her job better than should be. This, I must admit, which I haven't been good at it too. Haiz.... Sometimes it's just taking a toil on me trying to communicate with her. There was a cheque which was supposed to have the mailing address changed. She didn't and told me flatly that she has sent out according to the invoice address. She make it sound like she didn't bothered even if there's a change of address. I was so pi...

Transition.... On Wednesday, my friend officially becomes my supervisor(to-be). Felt so weird to be sitting beside each other..... It was like a twinkle of an eye after my manager decided to move on to a new role in a new company. In fact, I know about this 2 weeks back or so. There was apprehension of what will lie ahead and how things will work out because different working style from my previous sup. Well, so far so good except for the talking part... haha... seems like we keep talking. Anyway used to do that with my previous sup too. I think there's alot of talking about - rumours, speculations, etc whatever you call that. My colleagues are so funny, cannot stand them! But I know they mean well and also waiting to watch something interesting to come out of this arrangement. Haiz! We are WORKING, please! Honestly, there's alot of uncertainties too on a personal level. I was just about to settle down and now, I am being tossed about again. Haiz.... What is this???? I don'...