@lly's Haven

Well, enough complaints for the week. Now let's share the blessings of God! :> 1. Fulfilled Building Fund 2. Going for my Korea Trip in July - my leave is approved but is wiped out for the rest of the year. 3. Waiting for my payout this June Today's prayer meet has been great and really very blessed! Pst Meng led the congregation and I think he has done very well because there are alot of new members and how he taught members to receive the H/S, listen and to sense. I think sometimes as the "older" christians, we tend to be too caught up in the daily living, that we should slow down and really commune with H/S and get used to His presence that when we are not in His presence for a day, it will be weird for us. The presence of God was so strong, I was really touched by the love of God. Just need to keep coming before Him like a child. We may be adults in the natural, but then whenever coming before the Father, we need to be like a child, with complete trust that we ...

I am just being emotional or is it a thorn? I have been pretty moodless at work these days, in fact, since last week. Maybe it's just the transition period. Changed to a new supervisor, different working styles, different perspectives and noisier. The sitting distance is just too near, sometimes talking on the phone for too long can be a disturbance. Thank God, for Ipod! haha... The weather has been humid, I think this really affects my mood as well. Haiz... Have I been complaining too much lately? I think so.... How irritating! haha, talking about myself.

Talking about being a gracious nation, people and society. I have been taking the train for the past 2 weeks and what I see is a a group irritating and ungracious people who are inconsiderate. Spreading out the papers to read in the train when it's already so cram, refusing to give way to outgoing and incoming passengers (when I say this it's when pple refused to step out of the train to allow people to pass through or when pple just rush in without considering there are any one getting out of the train. And when it comes to escalator, please keep to your LEFT and stop hogging the way! Human traffic jam is caused because of inconsiderate people who just want to stand on the steps and laze there! If you will be helpful, please stand on the left so that others can make their way to work, to school or to wherever they need to rush to. When you are not in a hurry, doesn't mean that others are not! Ah yo! And if you are really in a hurry, say EXCUSE ME - 3 syllabus - and it does...

I was so tired on Sunday that unknowingly, I slept from 6pm till this morning 830am. More than 12 hrs! Missed my dinner too. Quickly packed my bag to get ready for gym at Fitness First, The Cathay. This is the first time I am going gym with my cell members, and mind you, 2 are aunties and there were only 2 young persons including myself. The machines are quite good but seems like more suitable for bigger size people than me. But the good thing is that drinks and cups are provided. They have soft drinks and hot drinks - with calories indicated. Haha... To drink coke, I have to think thrice! 41 Calories, I think I haven't burnt that much yet for the first 10 min! I think we worked out for about an hour plus. After which, I met my family (aunts, uncles, cousins, grandma) for lunch at Plaza Singapura for Jap food. I ordered Tempura Chawanmushi Set. Haiz.... though I didn't drink coke, but with this set, I may have gained thousands of calories! Not that I am very particular, if I do...

It's amazing how 2 different persons come together to make things happen. Be it's their first time in love or not, every thing that these 2 persons does is still considered the first to them. First step of knowing each other First try to understand each other First time to miss each other First time to want to hold each other First time to want to be there for each other First desire to be close to each other How amazing when 2 different who doesn't know each other in the beginning, start to be attracted to each other. The process of working out the differences that might have caused anger, frustrations, heartache and even dislike for each other for a moment. But when things ultimately resolve, differences becomes a conductor for the 2 persons to draw close to one another and fall in love with each other. However, for this to happen, it takes 2 secure persons who know who they are, their identity and it also takes love and patience, and very important, understanding. For i...

Butterfly – Seven Day Jesus You see me, but it’s not me There’s something underneath my skin I wanna tear it all away And show the beauty that’s within Begin to come unglued And throw away the older me Just give it time and then you’ll see I wanna be a butterfly, Flyin’ in the sky with You, today, yeah I wanna lose this old caccoon I wanna do it soon and fly away, yeah, away So tired of always crawlin’ up the tree To fall back down again This lovely place where i began It’s not the place I’m gonna end Up so before You sum up all The missin’ pieces of my head There’s so much further I can get Your wind is underneath my wing It carries me away It’s You, my God that makes me sing When I’m on my way, change a little every day You take what’s old and make it new So I can be with you, And fly away, yeah, away

夜深了，为什么我还没睡呢？越来越想要出国，看看已久不见的世界。 好久没出国了，多么希望每年都可以出一次国。戴在这里太久，觉得好闷，好无聊也很无趣。是不是因为没看到世界，没什么常识，所以才觉得我的世界很渺小. 总觉得我好像是从外星来的,感想,看法,思想都和平常人不一样.是我成长的时候除了问题吗?还是我想得太复查了呢?还是读的故事书太多了,分不清什么是事实,什么是幻想? 这二十多年来,我活在自己的世界吗,在自己的美丽与完美的世界吗? 对我来说,我小时候认识的世界是从圣经.还是我太无知了,把神经所讲得都当成美丽世界来看待.所以把现实生活给混乱了,现在不能接受？ 我想我现在的情绪很不稳定，真的需要离开这里。到外边感受新生活，新空气，放松心情。我所看到的不是全部，也不是一切。这世界很广阔，也很大。要认识，要学习的，要看的事物实在太多了。我的思想也要跟着阔大。 现在要努力储蓄，才能实现我已久的梦想。Aja, Aja! Fighting!

Hands and feet – Audio Adrenaline An image flashed across my TV screen Another broken heart comes in to view I saw the pain and I turned my back Why can’t I do the things I want to? I’m willing yet I’m so afraid You give me strength when I say CHORUS (x2): I want to be Your hands I want to be Your feet I’ll go where You send me I’ll go where You send me And I’ll try, yeah I’ll try To touch the world like You touched my life And I’ll find my way to be Your hands I’ll abandon every selfish thought I’ll surrender everything I’ve got You can have everything I am And perfect everything I’m not I am willing I’m not afraid You give me strength when I say This is the last time I turn my back on you From now on, I’ll go out Send me where You want me to I finally have a mission I promise I’ll complete I don’t need excuses When I am your hands and feet