Heartbroken for a year
It's been more than a year since we broke up. Everything was a whirlwind when we decided to be officially together on 7th July 2018 - 07/07/18. This also represents our name - QiQi. It was a bed of roses when we were together, doing things together, having dinners. I really enjoyed having a companion, finally. Only after 1 month of our relationship, we took a step too far ahead. We lost our focus and I somehow allowed it to happened. I became weak and broke all boundaries when we were together. The pain was excruciating when it happened the 2nd time and Cindy found out what happened. That was the end and we didn't meet after. I was crying everyday and every weekend. Whenever I pass by a familiar place, or our favorite food, my tears just flow uncontrollably. Even when we were having our CG retreat end of Nov, I received a letter before the trip. Whatever the content was, all I could remember was I couldn't control my tears for the entire trip. My tears just kept coming ...