@lly's Haven

Oops, when my CGL knew about my nick on MSN, she was "AAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!! This is the worldly view!!" haha... actually, I put that because I just can't be bothered with one of my colleagues anymore. So sick and tired of his tricks, his hypocrisy and lack of integrity. He's such a pathetic fellow and I am likewise. Allowing my mood to swing ever so often because of a MORON!And I am an idiot to be affected by him. URGH!!! I am feeling to lethargic! Spirit, mind and soul. TIRED is all I can say. But I have yet to make a decision to pick myself up, another idiocrisy of mine. Knowing and yet not doing. Like seeing the "pi sai" on the face and thinking it's a beautiful mole. (dun mean to be crude) haha... I am laughing at what I am writing... nonsensical.. I think I need to sleep. Where have I placed God all these while? Do I even have the right to choose where to place Him? He's supposed to be on the throne of my heart anyway. God, please forgive me and h...

I have been slacking. This is so bad. Ever since I went KL, I have been too emotional and weak. My inward man is weak!!! And this is so sickening. I feel stupid writing this on the blog!! This is personal but ironically, this how people release stress nowadays. Seems like we relate better to non-living things than living things. That's for me at least. I just bought Joyce Meyer's "The power of speaking God's words". Good for me, especially my prayer is "punctured". I can proclaim the word of God without getting myself frustrated what to pray. There're many things to pray and of course people and matters. Too many, I don't know where to start from. Guess I haven't made much of a decision to give everything to my Heavenly Father. My earthly father came back last night only to speak less than 10 sentences and I don't see him till don't know when. I felt led to pray for him on Fri onwards, and he was back last night. I am happy to see him...