Emotional
Been an emotional new year and what's new? It's a yearly vicious cycle. It doesn't feel good at work, home and with relatives. It doesn't feel good being unappreciated, or being treated with favoritism. Doesn't feel always having to listen to ppl telling you "I don't know" as if I was born to know everything.... Hello everything is learnt!! At least say show me how to do!! Passing the monster 3 and yet to experience any romance in life, having others telling you they want to stop giving you ang Bao in 2011, wanting their kids to receive mine instead. HELLO!!! Give me a break and don't tell me I'm idealistic. Who's being idealistic here now?? If I could have an idealistic dream realized tt would be 5 years ago, and at present my ideal dream would be having 2 kids whom I'm either deeply in love with or getting frustrated trying to discipline them. And perhaps planning to have another 2 more angels... Well, life isn't that idealistic. ...