@lly's Haven

Negatives vibes creeping out from the depth of one's heart. The beast that lies slumbered in the abyss of the darkness, unknown to the world out there. The beast lies there in the heart without making itself known of its existence. Waiting for the opportune time to awake and devour the very owner that houses it for years. Building strength upon the darkness of the heart of its owner, gathering an inner power almost silently and unknowingly. Indeed when the light comes, it was exposed. Confused, lost and bewildered was the owner, a choice must be made. Darkness to flee, owner to lead double lives or be pierced through by the sharp edge of the fence? A bad choice to be sitting on the fence, that's the very reason why one can't move on or do anything. Dead..... The truth shall set the humble free, the proud shall grope for the truth but never get to hold onto it. Freedom is far from the hands of the proud. The stubborn too tries to hide the truth, but there's no door...

Haizzzzz, why, why , why? This is the only company which I have stayed the longest ever, 4 years and 3 months 2 weeks. I don't know to be sad or to be happy. But it has been a nightmare for the past months, I just want to get out of here as soon as possible. It's not the work stress but it's the mental stress of people keep bugging me all the time. Really, each of us have our scope to handle daily and there's only that much to handle. Besides, there is no consistency in the priority. Priority is when people jump at you and each time when a different issue starts to ensue, priority changes. It's irritating and stressful. Especially when the person is rude and sounds irritated all the time. Enough is enough. I need deliverance if I work with this person any longer. In fact, I think I do need to release quite abit of anger. Emotionally I am whacked in the inside, not helping when I am a melancholic. I am sad to leave this place. It has very nice culture and environ...