Forgiveness
Sometimes I wonder is forgiveness and resentment, are they the same? May not be but somehow they are closely related I believe. If forgiveness stays, resentment will start to grow. So I have many resentments now, I felt victimized. Like I'm just a medium to help track the steps of my leader. It disgusts me and makes me disinterested to even treat those as my friends. A real friend don't call you only when they need to look for another person but calls you because you are a friend. Do unto others what you want others to do unto you. Since I'm only recognised as a tracker, I shan't treat such people as friends. If they don't know how to respect me as a friend, I don't see the need of seeing them as my friend.Acquaintances perhaps. I may seem aloof but that's not all true. I keep in contact with those who see me as their friends.