Nowadays, knowing friends getting attached or married seem to have much less impact on my emotions. I don't feel good still but what I feel now is like I resigned to the fact that it's just the way it is for me. Watching friends and relatives getting married, having their children, watching their children grow and myself aging in singlehood. Just today, I saw a God-niece. I still remembered her when I first saw her as an infant, toddler and today she is a 14-year old teenage young lady. The most amazing thing is that my cousin is only a year older than me. This is the dream that I always wanted to have. That at my age, I will have a upper primary kid whom both of us can relate to one another and have fun together. I always believe a smaller age gap will bring you closer to your children. The word "resigned' may seem like a helpless situation but people who knows me, will probably know that it's more of my rebellious streak that I have used this word. I am res...