@lly's Haven

Sigh.. My boss has implemented and imposed a strict rule to delete and uninstall all MSN. Life is going to be boring or slow. In fact, I rarely chat except when colleagues msg me. That's all. I don't really chat, it's quite unfair. I need msn to unwind myself o at least that's my break time. Unlike some of my colleagues who take long breaks out of office to gossip/chit chat/discuss work, I am in the office most of the times unless there are errands to run. If I keep calling for sales, I am going to die of dryness!!! Oh God, please help me to get sign ups, I need another breakthrough in sales and in the department. Let Your glory be shown to all men through the successful training programs.

This week has been a week of warefare in the office. There is nothing much that happened except for the Spirit of Lies/Deceptions/Jezebel. Such a poisonous tongue the person has and a lousy attitude. Such an Anti-Christ but the prince of darkness will not prevail because we have the King of the universe in US! There is a breakthrough in the office, I am referring to the spiritual atmosphere. Thank you, Holy Spirit for the prompting and the arising in the spirit man. I have been under the oppression of the anti-christ for too long. I got frustrated and angry why should I be affected by that anti-climax atmostphere. Why should I be under the negative influence? It's ridiculous. Time for me to stop sleeping and arise and take control, I told myself. Wow, immediately I can feel the difference, a sense of freedom and liberty. Really thank God, for the awakening. As children of God, we should influence the atmostphere as we carry the presence of God. -------------------------------------...

Bert You scored 75% Organization, 40% abstract, and 64% extroverted! This test measured 3 variables. First, this test measured how organized you are. Some muppets like Cookie Monster make big messes, while others like Bert are quite anal about things being clean. Second, this test measured if you prefer a concrete or an abstract viewpoint. For the purposes of this test, concrete people are considered to gravitate more to mathematical and logical approaches , whereas abstract people are more the dreamers and artistic type. Third, this test measured if you are more of an introvert or an extrovert. By definition, an introvert concentrates more on herself and an extrovert focuses more on others. In this test an introvert was somebody that either tends to spend more time alone or thinks more about herself. You are very organized, both concrete and abstract, and both introverted and extroverted. Here is why are you Bert. You are both very organized. You almost always know where your be...

Finally I am back from Hong Kong on Wed but had a fever and on 2 days MC! It's a good rest I thought from work and everything. Good for me to catch my bible reading, thank You Lord! Have been having these gastric gases that causes me to burp whole day long and put me in a daze. But then, I still will not skip overnight prayer meeting. It's so important for me to attend OPM because I am personally not very good with praying, which in other words means, my communication with God has got into a tiny problem. Nothing serious though, I still pray in the spirit. I had my hair colored and cut in Hong Kong which costed me about 70+, generally considered reasonable consider spending $150+ in Singapore for that in a salon. I saved 50%. Sometimes, there are some people with negative remarks. I do hope that I will stop having negative remarks and some edifying words from some people. Any negative comments, you can keep it for yourself. I have had enough. I don't mind iron sharpening ir...

Your Working Style You have a great deal of warmth, but may not show it until you know a person well. You keep your warm side inside, like a fur-lined coat. When you are care, you care deeply, but are more likely to show your feeling by deeds rather than words. You are very faithful to duties and obligations related to things or people you care about. You take a very personal approach to life, judging everything by your inner ideals and personal values. You stick to your values with passionate conviction, but can be influenced by someone you care deeply about. Although your inner loyalties and ideals govern your lives, you find these hard to talk about. Your deepest feelings are seldom expressed; your inner tenderness is masked by quiet reserve. In everyday activities you are tolerant, open-mind, flexible, and adaptable. If one of your inner loyalties is threatened, though, you will not give and inch. You usually enjoy the present moment, and do not like to spoil it by rushing to get t...

Did this after talking to a friend. Wanting to know myself more though I know my identity is in Christ. Get to know yourself better Your view on yourself: You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you. The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for: You are not looking merely for a girl/boyfriend - you are looking for your life partner. Perhaps you should be more open-minded about who you spend time with. The person you are looking for might hide their charm under their exterior. Your readiness to commit to a relationship: You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship. The seriousness of your love: You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and...

The Real You Here is the analysis: You've got great self-confidence and you're full of charm. Most guys who get to know you will be attracted to you. You are far from sweet and proper; your intriguing personality fascinates them. Most guys find it easy to fall for a girl like you. You really care about other people's feelings and are quite serious about the issues that affect your life. You are sincere, and your concern for the well-being of others makes many people want to be your friend. You strictly follow rules, and you expect other people to be the same as well. People can get tired of you easily, as you can make them feel a little guilty about themselves. You always make decisions on your own, and can be dismissive of other people's advice. You like to be the leader in groups, but can forget to be concerned about the people you are with. Guys see you as being a thinker and a careful person. They will be really attracted to this quality in you, but you need to lear...

Talking about crossing over and break forth/breakthrough, I still want to have my fair share of fun. Sit back and relax. Responsibilities is something I am still not ready to take upon my shoulders and something which I dislike. Not because I need to work or take efforts, but I find that once responsbilities is placed upon someone's shoulders, fingers are always pointing at him/her. People turn nasty, harsh and you wonder what happened with all the nice greetings, well-wishes. I used to have a giant within me, hungry to do more for God and so happy to have like-minded people around me. But all of a sudden, things changed and these people seemed to care more about the ministry than the people around them. I mean ministry is important, but I think relationship is equally important. Isn't it so? If ministry has taken over relationships, then I think I'd rather not take up the responsbilities of ministry. I do want the giant to awaken, but I need "Manesseh" to erase o...

I am going to Hong Kong on the 12 November 2005 for business trip and will be back on 16th November. Initially I had wanted to stay longer on the 16th and take a later flight. But I realised I'd be missing the last section of "The Tabernacle" and I don't want that to happen. I am thinking whether to extend my stay on the 12th Nov or should I just arrive on the 13th Nov. A few of my colleagues told me there's no point going to Hong Kong Disneyland because of some ethic group of people who has been spitting there. I am in a dilemma. I don't mind not extending since I can save $$ and I am not much of a shopper. I'd be there alone anyway. How I wish I will have a friend or 2 with me, at least I'd not be so bored. I pray that the hotel room will be cleansed, I won't want to fall into the emotional pits again when I came back from Kuala Lumpur. Met great people there and even went to CHC KL. A pity I forgot to bring my camera, if not I'd taken pictur...