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心怎么还是痛

沉重的心,悲伤的心,无可奈何 这么脆弱的心,快要爆炸了。 神啊,救救我吧!

豐盛的應許

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祢仰臉保守祢所愛的,祢護庇永遠不離不棄; 祢將我從淤泥裡捧起,放我在祢的手心。 我憑著信心領取,祢豐盛的應許。 世界也不能奪去,神美好的旨意。 我憑著信心領取,祢恩典永不止息。 看見美好應許成就,榮耀全都歸於祢。 我等候主我相信,祢愛我永不放棄。 世界也不能奪去,神美好的旨意。 我等候主我相信,祢旨意高過我的。 看見美好應許成就,我全心全意敬拜祢。

生命的話語

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傾聽我的心

當我悲傷難挨 訴不盡最深的悲哀 親愛主 哦 我的主 懇求你傾听我的心 當我希望滿怀 道不出最美的期待 親愛主 哦 我的主 求你傾听我的心 求你聆听我每一個心跳 那是我最虔誠最渴慕的祈禱 求你聆听我每一個心跳 告訴我你什么都明了
As little children We would dream of Christmas morn Of all the gifts and toys We knew we'd find But we never realized A baby born one blessed night Gave us the greatest gift of our lives We were the reason That He gave His life We were the reason That He suffered and died To a world that was lost He gave all He could give To show us the reason to live As the years went by We learned more about gifts The giving of ourselves And what that means On a dark and cloudy day A man hung crying in the rain All because of love, all because of love I've finally found the reason for living It's in giving every part of my heart to Him In all that I do every word that I say I'll be giving my all just for Him, for Him He is my reason to live

My heart, Your home

I can only imagine

Amazing Grace

New Creation

The Prayer

Walk on Water

unanswered questions I look but nothing here this searching of what I am becoming isnt clear but You never give me up all my failures and all the mess I make can never separate me from the love You give Your plan has no mistakes I hear Your voice, and thats enough for me to rise again I will rejoice, in perfect strength I gain even through the storms and crashing waves the goodness of my God will keep me safe so Im taking steps on the water for Your hand is holding me every move I make will testify Your miracles that none can deny so Im taking steps on the water I no longer am afraid Youre with me all my failures and all the mess I make can never separate me from the love You give Your plan has no mistakes I hear Your voice, and thats enough for me to rise again I will rejoice, in perfect strength I gain even through the storms and crashing waves the goodness of my God will keep me safe so Im taking steps on the water for Your hand is holding me every m...

Morning star

心好痛

好痛,好痛,好痛。。。。 很空,很空,很空。。。。 渺小的一个希望,愿望与渴望 卑职的梦想,一生所求 所为的不放弃,数年来都没实现 心已不能承受外来的压力与内心的挣扎。 脆脶的心已累了。。。

Released

Thank God that my good friend asked to meet up after 1 year. Timely. I am like an air balloon waiting to release air if not, I am bursting inwardly. She's a non believer but it doesn't matter, what matters she came at the right time. Happy to see her and she will be due for labour during CNY. I am very thankful and grateful for her. She's the one and only whom I share openly about my thoughts. She won't bombard or won't tell me spiritual ways of handling matters. I know this sounds so wrong. I only need listening ears, standing from my viewpoint and of course advises - practical advises. I am almost going crazy, but thank you Jesus, You sent her. Ever since she's married and have her own life, I hardly contact her. I have all the time but she doesn't. Especially with a kid and the 2nd coming soon. Happy for her, moving on in life.

Dear Friends - Soulhead

With my lies and my facade I've hurt you many times I do not need friends Or so I thought Until I met you "No one I can trust anymore" I closed off my heart I couldn't see straight anymore But you were the one who Believed in me,always. Even if this world disappears My time spent with you will live on Even now, I remember that time and it's tears It will live on forever Dear Friends The scars and the pain will not go away Even now We share those times together Beyond those tears I could see tomorrow, Because I am not alone Being the smiling face I want you to remember me Therefore, the way you are is necessary I would like to go on living together with you Even if this world disappears My time spent with you will live on Those memories of smiling faces I'll never forget Dear friends... So long as you are here And always by me I will be strong "I'll sing to you" Even if this world disappears My time sp...

Anger....

Hate you pple.....

Thoughts

I find myself disgusted at liking men. Though there was once desire, but I find men disgusting, not trustworthy, even more so at the wishy-washy and cowardice characteristics. Disgusted at the ways they look at things, their perception. Disgusted at men who only look upon their beloved and despise the rest as if they are not human beings. I'd rather like a handsome lady at least we sync.... I am also disgusted with myself for being anal about what I want. What have I do e for what I want to do besides praying in the past? It's shit!! What?! Pray and trust God? Why has no one taught the practical ways till it was too late? So don't talk to me about praying, trust God and have faith. Coz things don't just happen by doing these. Where are the practical actions?? Maybe I am the one who interpret wrongly, that's why I ended up destroying myself... Robbing myself of my dreams... And desires... I hate the fact that I have to let go because I have lost the desire or dream. ...
http://jaesonma.com/365-days-of-love-day-285-relationship-advice/

Crisis in the 30s

Realised that this is a decadent cycle... when will it end? Is it so difficult? Am I trying to hold onto a dead end and trap myself? As I have always said, I need to look at the bigger world out there..... I need to save!!! As always.... No one to blame except to have better financial management.