豐盛的應許
祢仰臉保守祢所愛的，祢護庇永遠不離不棄；
祢將我從淤泥裡捧起，放我在祢的手心。
我憑著信心領取，祢豐盛的應許。
世界也不能奪去，神美好的旨意。
我憑著信心領取，祢恩典永不止息。
看見美好應許成就，榮耀全都歸於祢。
我等候主我相信，祢愛我永不放棄。
世界也不能奪去，神美好的旨意。
我等候主我相信，祢旨意高過我的。
看見美好應許成就，我全心全意敬拜祢。
Mixed Emotions
Emotional? Disappointment? Resentment? A heavy heart. This is a year of good news for many of my single friends even celebrities who were single for a long time. Met up with a friend whom I hardly met since Covid. Today we met up and she introduced her boyfriend. Happy for her though I was surprised. The next bomb was she is getting married in November. Definitely happy for her, but I felt this extreme loneliness and again, likes an unwanted or neglected child. I admit that I am not fervent in praying in this area of my life nor any areas of my life. Except an occasionally whisper to express how I feel, my concerns about work or my mum. Is my miracle on my way or am I damned to singlehood? Am I truly enjoying my freedom or am I just trying to survive through. There is a sense of deep sadness but there are no tears. 1I once experienced in what I thought was a miracle, like finally, God You remember me. I was truly happy and blissful but I probably blew everything away in the m...
