Still emotional
What's new? It's nothing new under the sun.
The meet up was good but has much negative impact on my emotion.
I really miss my own friend. At least he's my very own friend. Now I am left with none whom I grew up with and feel comfortable to share and be with.
Feel so alone and also lonely...
There's no place that I belong nor is there a place for me anywhere.
All of sudden I just find it meaningless to be part of anything where I don't really have a sense of belonging.
It's my perception of what acceptance is. I always find it important to accept the other party as who they're. I will try to keep anything negative abt tt person. Until opportunity arises to address the issue.
Everyone has short-comings. But the worst place is the place of believers who likes to place a price tag when you're different from tt particular group.
The 2 days of outburst about believers are years of suppression.
I miss the ppl whom I call friends.
The meet up was good but has much negative impact on my emotion.
I really miss my own friend. At least he's my very own friend. Now I am left with none whom I grew up with and feel comfortable to share and be with.
Feel so alone and also lonely...
There's no place that I belong nor is there a place for me anywhere.
All of sudden I just find it meaningless to be part of anything where I don't really have a sense of belonging.
It's my perception of what acceptance is. I always find it important to accept the other party as who they're. I will try to keep anything negative abt tt person. Until opportunity arises to address the issue.
Everyone has short-comings. But the worst place is the place of believers who likes to place a price tag when you're different from tt particular group.
The 2 days of outburst about believers are years of suppression.
I miss the ppl whom I call friends.
