I asked for health that I might do greater things;
I was given infirmity that I might do better things.
I asked God for strength that I might achieve;
I was made weak that I might learn to obey.
I asked for riches that I might be happy;
I was given poverty that I might be wise.
I asked for power and the praise of men;
I was given weakness to sense my need of God.
I asked for all things that I might enjoy life;
I was given life that I might enjoy all things.
I got nothing I asked for but everthing I hoped for;
In spite of myself, my prayers were answered --
I am among all men most richly blest.
Yes, God always gives us what's best for us.
-- RWD
WE MAY ASK AMISS, BUT HE ANSWERS
ARIGHT. _______________________________________________________________________________And I said to the man who stood
God Knows
at the gate of the year:
"Give me a light that
I may tread safely into
the unknown."
And he replied:
"Go out into the darkness
and put your hand into
the Hand of GOD. That shall be to you better
than light and safer than
a known way."
(From the poem "God Knows" by M. Louise Haskins)
Mixed Emotions
Emotional? Disappointment? Resentment? A heavy heart. This is a year of good news for many of my single friends even celebrities who were single for a long time. Met up with a friend whom I hardly met since Covid. Today we met up and she introduced her boyfriend. Happy for her though I was surprised. The next bomb was she is getting married in November. Definitely happy for her, but I felt this extreme loneliness and again, likes an unwanted or neglected child. I admit that I am not fervent in praying in this area of my life nor any areas of my life. Except an occasionally whisper to express how I feel, my concerns about work or my mum. Is my miracle on my way or am I damned to singlehood? Am I truly enjoying my freedom or am I just trying to survive through. There is a sense of deep sadness but there are no tears. 1I once experienced in what I thought was a miracle, like finally, God You remember me. I was truly happy and blissful but I probably blew everything away in the m...