@lly's Haven

Been an emotional new year and what's new? It's a yearly vicious cycle. It doesn't feel good at work, home and with relatives. It doesn't feel good being unappreciated, or being treated with favoritism. Doesn't feel always having to listen to ppl telling you "I don't know" as if I was born to know everything.... Hello everything is learnt!! At least say show me how to do!! Passing the monster 3 and yet to experience any romance in life, having others telling you they want to stop giving you ang Bao in 2011, wanting their kids to receive mine instead. HELLO!!! Give me a break and don't tell me I'm idealistic. Who's being idealistic here now?? If I could have an idealistic dream realized tt would be 5 years ago, and at present my ideal dream would be having 2 kids whom I'm either deeply in love with or getting frustrated trying to discipline them. And perhaps planning to have another 2 more angels... Well, life isn't that idealistic. ...

What to share tonight? What does God wants me to do in 2010? Seriously, I don't really know. I only know what I want to do and need to know. To practice my guitar everyday To keep a healthy lifestyle now tt I have kaki. To go for a mission trip To bring my mum out for a trip To have a stronger prayer life To be consistent in my walk with God To be stable in my emotions To build a stronger faith and trust in God To step up/deeper into my role as CGC

to stay positive to think positive to speak positive to feel positive to be positive to pray positive to see positive to believe positive/good things are coming to know positive/good things are coming Leaving the negative in 2009 Keep the good and carry to 2010 So that my life will get better than the previous year A closer r/s with the Lord, fall in love with a perfect Man before I fall in love with an imperfect man Building life's priority around Him so that I will not strife for what I desire

The other day while I was driving home my world was shaken It occurred to me that I had left too many risks untaken I'm always sitting here just waiting for a revelation Is it ever gonna come? All this searching yet my destiny is still unfound Makes me realize this world will always let me down So it seems that the only hope I ever had Was everything that You are I'm falling down Tumbling after You I'm overwhelmed Tripping over simple truth In all I've found There's nothing that's more beautiful Than what I've found in You You could always see right through the front I'd offer You Not believing my excuses, waiting for the truth When You could have turned Your back And walked away from me You, You picked me up instead So we'll turn another page and change the way I look at You And maybe I'll begin to understand what You went through Not content to leave me wandering and unaware You took my hand instead Yeah, You lead ...

NKJV 1 I, therefore, the prisoner of the Lord, beseech you to walk worthy of the calling with which you were called, 2 with all lowliness and gentleness, with longsuffering, bearing with one another in love , 3 endeavoring to keep the unity of the Spirit in the bond of peace. 4 There is one body and one Spirit, just as you were called in one hope of your calling; 5 one Lord, one faith, one baptism; 6 one God and Father of all, who is above all, and through all, and in you all. 7 But to each one of us grace was given according to the measure of Christ's gift . 11 And He Himself gave some to be apostles, some prophets, some evangelists, and some pastors and teachers, The Message Bible 1 In light of all this, here's what I want you to do. While I'm locked up here, a prisoner for the Master, I want you to get out there and walk - better yet, run! - on ...

NKJV casting down arguments and every high thing that exalts itself against the knowledge of God, bringing every thought into captivity to the obedience of Christ, The Message Bible We use our powerful God-tools for smashing warped philosophies , tearing down barriers erected against the truth of God, fitting every loose thought and emotion and impulse into the structure of life shaped by Christ . New Living Translation With these weapons we break down every proud argument that keeps people from knowing God. With these weapons we conquer their rebellious ideas , and we teach them to obey Christ. New International Version We demolish arguments and every pretension that sets itself up against the knowledge of God, and we take captive every thought to make it obedient to Christ.

1 Cup of Consideration 1 cup courtesy 2 cupfuls flattery carefully concealed 1 gallon faith and trust in each other 2 cupfuls praise 1 small pinch of in-laws 1 reasonable budget, a generous dash of cooperation 3 teaspoons pure extract of "I'm sorry" 1 cup contentment 1 large or several small hobbies 1 cup each confidence and encouragement 1 cup blindness to the other's faults